It Isn't My Fault

This monologue is Ikemefuna talking to Okonkwo:

What did I do wrong? How was I supposed to know my father killed a daughter of Umuofia? It never made sense to me. One day men just showed up at my house, talked to my father, and the next thing I knew I was being taken out of my village by strangers not knowing if I would ever see my mother or little sister ever again. It all just wasn't fair.

I was only 15 at the time and a properous young man. However, things could have been worse. I could have been killed right away but instead I got to live with your family and become a friend and role model to your son, Nwoye. Although you were strict, I respected you. I know you mean well when you demand people to do things. But I also know you just want you children to learn how to fend for themselves. 

However, I never knew if you appreciated my hard work and that can identify birds, trap rodents, and make flutes. Yet all I can say is that you were not harsh on me and I thank you for that, father. But, everyday I think about my mother and little sister and question if they are even alive. How can someone live like this? All I wish for is to go back home to Mbaino.